I have been trying to figure out a way to tell my friends that my mom died. Some know but only like 10. I just realized that I did! I told everyone there was a blog update so its not my fault they didn't read it hehe. Just kidding... I still have to figure something out. I always do this. I tell people every insignificant detail of my life but I don't want to blab the big stuff. What if they don't care or what if I make them sad? I don't want them to feel sad.

I was talking to my friend (really, I was reading her blog) and it made me realize that I have been neglecting my own religion. I have only had one dream since Brigit spoke to me but it had nothing to do with her. I was angry at my fiance for some reason. That happens a lot in my dreams and it drives him nuts. Its very unusual for me not to dream. I used to have true dreams all the time but the closest thing thats happened was that dream I had where my fiance proposed to me with a gold ring and I refused. I still don't think he understood that the reason I refused was because he didn't care about me, he just wanted to just get married because it was the next step. But anyways, back to the topic. Well, I did celebrate Spring Equinox and I am helping to start a pagan club at my school. I just learned the Christian holidays, its going to take awhile for me to learn pagan holidays.

Erk. I should stop shirking my homework and my dinner. I will post laterz.